KindaKaity

I’m finally starting to unpack like I mean it. And give things their place. and decorate a little. I only hung hooks for my necklaces and an earring holder I made. But hey, it’s a start. I think tomorrow I shall buy a piece of art for my bedroom and begin to finish that as well. And measure the space for my kitchen and figure out exactly how that’s going to be set up. It’s about time I start living in the world that I’m living in. I don’t know what happened to me recently, but I’m not living. It’s the middle of July and I think I’ve just woken up from a nap I took back in December…..

.fuck.

I just found out I have lyme disease.

last month I had swine flu.

what the hell will next month bring. Seriously.

GO AWAY. I should have been at work an hour ago. stop it.

work. I hate you. I do not want to see you tonight.

I’m kinda pissed that you’re dead. You were probably one of the coolest people I had ever come across.

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major bummer.

I miss you most during times like this. When it’s after dinner and I don’t want to clean or take out the trash. When I just want to curl up on the couch and channel surf while you do the crossword puzzles and I twirl a section of hair around my fingers and make you watch my favorite commercials.